Believe it or not, financial and online domination used to be a lot more fun. Dommes and slaves used to be a lot more sincere. Dommes had fun with it, rather than just got into it to make a quick buck. slaves enjoyed finding a domme to pamper and managed to do so without “cheating”.
These days, everyone’s catching on and learning about the scene (Thanks Bizarre magazine, issue 110!)
This means more time wasters and camwhores switching over. Of course, it’s a vicious cycle. The dommes bitch about slaves not being loyal. Take a guess at why they’re not, really, I’ll give you a second… No?
It’s because of the flood of new dommes who don’t know how to train their slaves properly. Eventually, said domme leaves the internet or the slave moves on, but their skewed training is always ingrained into their thick skulls until a real domme comes along that feels like wasting the time and energy on the submissive enough to reprogram them. Unfortunately, there are not nearly enough of these Women that know what they’re doing to put the scene back together.
If I’m trying to put together a puzzle and there’s a dozen retards pulling pieces off while I’m working on it, eventually I’m going to get frustrated, cut my losses, and go do something more worthwhile, aren’t I? In BDSM, the answer I come up with is real time. Screw online. It’s full of “whores and bores”.
The worst are the big payers. It’s the same group that just keeps making the rounds through all of the dommes. I’ve had a good majority of them at one point or another. They all cheat, they’re all boring, they’re all more trouble than they’re worth (which isn’t a lot to begin with).
I have quite a few slaves that have stuck around over the years. I have slaves that I’m still finding that have potential. However, there’s no way in hell that I’m going to make finding and training new slaves my top priority unless I feel they have potential. I’m not going to overcrowd myself. I’m not going to update my journal on a regular basis to draw in new slaves. I’ll update my journal when I feel like it, I’ll give worthy slaves ways to contact me where they’re more likely to get an immediate response.
I’m getting to the point where I have tons of talents that I’d rather not let go to waste, so while I’ll be doing real time, and I’m going to still be online and available for certain slaves online, I’m also going to be looking into a career to challenge me, possible college, and a few other long term goals. If you think you’re worthwhile, send a tribute to get my attention (and possibly my phone number to send text messages to) or I’ll likely just ignore you.
One thing is for certain. When I’m 35, I wont be scrounging for money, living in Ohio, doing financial domination, having no fun, hating my life, because I’m too old and inexperienced to find a fulfilling job that pays better than minimum wage, but too old and ugly to really make enough money to live on.
This is the word of the Lord. Pain be with you.
